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Reminder: The Red Cross still needs donations and you still want me to watch TWO terrible things!

Well, I’m already going to watch a terrible thing for you but there’s 48 hours left to make that into two terrible things.

$209.40 have been donated to the Red Cross since I threw down this gauntlet on November 5th. That means I’m going to liveblog a terrible Ray Comfort anti-abortion DVD that got left on my friend’s windshield because he was parked near a Planned Parenthood. I’ll liveblog that on November 19th.

But remember! if $40.60 more get donated, I’ll liveblog Metal Tornado as well! Or, if we get really crazy and there’s $140.60 more out there for the Red Cross, instead I’ll watch Dreams From My Real Father, which  is a right-wing birther propaganda movie almost guaranteed to make me blow out a vein in my head.

If you donate money, comment here, tweet at me, etc etc etc.

But trust me, I’m more than happy to get off easy and only have to suffer through one terrible movie. Even if the victims of Hurricane Sandy could still use the help.

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Not a generic get out the vote post

There’s something that I’ve said for a long, long time. Pretty much since I made the discovery that you could argue with people on the internet: If you have to lie to win an argument, you know in your heart that you’ve already lost, and that you think victory is more important than having a moral compass.

This is not meant to be a compliment, by the way.
Let me tell you a little story. Once upon a time, not very long ago, I was a Republican. I voted for George W. Bush both times. And I’m only actually ashamed of the second time, when it became apparent just how much we’d all been lied to a matter of weeks after I cast that vote. 
So I don’t think Republicans are, in general, evil. I don’t think they’re trying to destroy the country. I think a lot of them (the social conservatives) need to examine their own prejudices and mind their own goddamn business, but that’s a matter for a different post.
I am, however, starting to have my doubts about the party as a whole. Because if you have to lie to win an argument…
Which could just as easily be: if you have to stop people from voting in order to win an election…1
If you think that voting shouldn’t be easy.
If you tout a voter ID law that makes it harder to vote because it’ll deliver the state for your candidate.
If you “don’t want everybody to vote.” 
If you don’t want to accommodate a “voter turn-out machine” because it’s “urban – read African-American.”
If you think the answer in democracy is less democracy for the people you disagree with instead of more for everyone
You have already lost. You have lost any claim to morality you ever had. And you have lost your right to say that you love democracy and wish to defend it. 
You have already lost something far more important than an election. You have lost your soul. 
Stop. Just. Stop.

1 – Large scale in-person voter fraud is a paranoid fantasy. Get the fuck over it and honestly examine who you are really trying to stop.

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Moving to Houston

I’ve accepted a job offer in Houston, after a lot of discussion and back and forth with Mike about the pros and cons and oh shit he has to find a job too. While I’m really not feeling good about having to move, I’m super excited about the job itself. It’s with a company I’ve been hoping to be hired by pretty much since I started doing this whole geology thing, and I’m going to be doing work that I find extremely interesting. (I get to look at actual rocks! And thin sections!)

My projected start time at the new job is beginning of February, since hopefully that will provide sufficient time to finish writing my thesis, get it defended and get all the edits in, as well as deal with more mundane tasks like finding an apartment, selling the house, all that. I’m actually a little excited about the house selling part, since this seems like a great opportunity to thin out our possessions. The company is paying for the move, using Atlas. Which means that someone else gets to pack up my house and move all the boxes. This is apparently how grownups do things, who would knew?
We’re planning to come back to Colorado and visit very often, hopefully even as much as once a month. So you haven’t gotten rid of us yet! And right now it’s definitely my plan to be back for Mile Hi Con next year as well. (It’ll be even easier to get to Worldcon, come to think of it.) 
It’s exciting, and scary. Just like all adventures.
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HELLO I HAVE PRESENTS FOR YOU

Because the world needs more Joe Biden gifs. You’re welcome.

MOAR
 
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Suicide is cheaper

A lot of you may not know this, but I used to be an EMT-B. I volunteered on a 911 ambulance service, and spent most of my time running out of fire stations in Commerce City.

Commerce City (aka Combat Shitty) is an industrial area of Denver where there are a lot of poor and working poor. There’s a lot of violence and chances for industrial accidents. It’s one of the places you go if you want to see trauma calls and gunshot wounds.

That’s not all you see there, though.

Sometimes you get a call out to one of the little trailer parks, because people do live here even though no one really wants to, and it’s for chest pains, possible heart attack. It’s an older man in a uniform (you decide what kind) pale and sweaty and shaking, his face like dough. He’s got a crocheted afghan in a startling color combination covering his lap, and his wife (you guess she’s the one who made it, she’s got that look) wrings her hands nearby. She’s the one that called you. He’s as mad as he can manage when he can barely breathe.

The paramedic hooks up the EKG.You don’t know how to read the bouncing lines, but even you know it’s not good. Okay, let’s go. We need to get you to the hospital.

“No.”

You’re probably having a heart attack. This could kill you. You need to come with us.

“No. It’s too expensive. I can’t.”

He’s got kids, and grandkids, and too much debt already. That’s what he tells you. And you try to tell him that life is worth a hell of a lot more than money. Grandkids, right? You want to play with your grandkids.

“I don’t want them to pay my bills.”1

Your paramedic calls the hospital and has one of the ER docs talk to the man, try to scare him or cajole him into coming along. The sick man’s wife wrings her hands some more, rubs his shoulders, but she doesn’t argue with him, doesn’t help us. She’s in the shadow of that same specter.

And that’s all you can do, in the end. You can argue, cajole, even threaten a little, and it doesn’t matter. The man knows who he is, where he is, when it is (that’s called AAOx3) and he has the right to refuse your help, by law

So you pack up your things and walk, really slowly, to the door. You drive away so slowly that cars honk at you. Because you’re hoping, you’re goddamn hoping that poor man will collapse while you’re still only a couple miles from his trailer, and his wife will call you, and you can come screaming back and save his life whether he wants you to or not, like you’re some kind of goddamn hero.

This happens every goddamn day. Heart attacks and car accidents and sickness, and they won’t go because they’re so fucking scared of debt collectors harassing them, harassing their families. This is one of the reasons I stopped being an EMT. I couldn’t handle seeing people kill themselves like this any more, because I want to believe we live in a world where life is still more important than money. I couldn’t handle feeling complicit and responsible for someone’s life when they had to make a shitty, impossible decision like that.

So yeah, maybe people without insurance don’t get thrown out of the doors of an ER to bleed out in the snow. I guess that’s the image Mitt Romney is going for because it sounds incredibly ridiculous.

“We don’t have a setting across this country where if you don’t have insurance, we just say to you, ‘Tough luck, you’re going to die when you have your heart attack,’  ” he said as he offered more hints as to what he would put in place of “Obamacare,” which he has pledged to repeal.
“No, you go to the hospital, you get treated, you get care, and it’s paid for, either by charity, the government or by the hospital. We don’t have people that become ill, who die in their apartment because they don’t have insurance.”

We do have people who die in their apartments (or trailers, or houses, or by the side of the road) because they lack insurance. But it’s not necessarily because no one will take them. It’s because they won’t fucking go in the first place, because suicide is cheaper. Because if you’re going to die, it’s better to not leave your already grieving family drowning in debt and destroying what pride they have left in searching for charity that may never materialize.

Every goddamn day.

1 – Debt collectors can’t legally go after anyone but spouses (and in some states not even that) in a case like this, unless it was the kids/grandkids that signed the hospital admissions. This does not stop unscrupulous debt collection agencies from trying however, and many people do not understand their legal rights. (Also, families can be put in the position of supporting the person who is trying to pay the debt, which is a whole other ball of wax.)

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Just asking questions.

I would just like to note that this “just asking questions” crapwave about the unemployement numbers is driving me absolutely batty. Jack Welch (former CEO of GE) is the poster child for this one:

When Matthews asked him if he had any evidence to prove his assertion correct, Welch admitted that he did not.
“I have no evidence to prove that, I just raise the question,” he said.

The reason I’m headdesking so hard is that this is the exact same thing men who wear tinfoil hats and claim we didn’t land on the moon say. Well, I don’t have any actual evidence. I’m just asking questions. As if that makes it any less dishonest with a side of passive aggressive cowardice. (Since of course, hiding behind the claim that you’re just asking questions is a way to dump responsibility for making a ridiculous or laughable accusation.)

Asking questions is fine, when it comes with a mind open to answering evidence. “Just asking questions” is cowardice pretending to be inquiry. Bleh.

I would pay good money if someone with a bigger platform than me would baldly point out that Welch and his friends sound like they’re going to start disputing the moon landing and the fact that the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor.

And speaking of questions, I’m having a horrible time with this assignment I’m working on. I’m the worst ever at coming up with research questions for proposals. Particularly because everything I’ve come up with so far is way too similar to my thesis research, and that’s not allowed.

At least I have my powerpoint done for my second interview. It’s a thing of beauty. So many pretty pictures.

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Second interview

I got a call for a second interview! And it’s with one of the companies that I’m super excited about. (Hi, I’m not being ambiguous or anything, no sir, not me.)

I’ll be flying out to Houston on Tuesday next week for the interview. I feel all sorts of grown up and business-y now. Please think good thoughts for me on Wednesday, as I will be trying to convince a really awesome company that they should hire me and let me pay off my student debt by doing fun things.

Because I learned that when I worked for AT&T. If the work isn’t fun, it’s never worth the money.

Here’s hoping they don’t make me lip sync for my life.

But “good luck and don’t fuck it up” seems an appropriate sentiment.

Also, unrelated: Aloo gobi and plain yogurt may be the best breakfast ever. Discuss.

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The show must go on.

I went to my first concert in just… ages last night – Nightwish at the Ogden. You know, I can’t actually remember the last time I went to a concert. I think it might have been Flogging Molly, years and years ago, when Within a Mile of Home first came out.

Well, that’s another thing to rectify once I have both time and money again. I’m also still so very, very bitter about missing Florence + the Machine since I was in Houston when they were in Colorado.

But anyway, Nightwish. Kamelot opened for them. They’re… similar to Nightwish I guess, but I like Nightwish much better. I think I will search out a bit more of their music, though, to give it a try when I’m not half deaf and can actually understand the lyrics.

After Kamelot finished their set, Marco (the bass player) gave us some bad news from the stage. Anette (the lead singer) was extremely sick and had been taken to the hospital. So our options were basically to just give up and go home, or do the best we could… without the lead singer.

The crowd was game. Better half a show than nothing at all, right?

The female singer from Kamelot also helped out by singing the songs she knew – the older ones, like Amaranth and Nemo. It wasn’t perfect, but she was trying her heart out. From the audience, I think we were cheering even harder for her. And of course, we were all singing along to what we knew.

I can’t say it was a satisfying concert, but what really impressed me was that they tried, so hard. And we tried too, and still managed to have plenty of fun. Because what can you do? Better to try hard and love what you have rather than go home empty-handed and bitter.

I wish Anette a speedy recovery, and I hope she and Nightwish will be back in Denver soon. As much fun as I had, I imagine full, proper concert would be even better.

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State of the job hunt

So yes, I was in Laramie for two days for a huge petroleum industry job fair type thing. I did nine interviews total, and used up all of my social interaction time for the next two weeks or so. I think I’m just going to hide in the basement and scream every time someone turns on the lights for a while.

I feel like the interviews went fairly well, though. Not that it means anything, since kind of the point is that interviewers put you at ease and you generally feel good unless you really hose something up. There was one interview that lasted a grand total of ten minutes out of the scheduled thirty, so I’m thinking that might have been a bust. But the rest seemed great.

I’ve got high hopes, but we’ll see how those hopes are looking in a couple of weeks. Most of the job offers are done in October and November. And if I get any second interviews it’ll be in the next couple of weeks that I get the call. There are a couple of companies that I’m desperately hoping to get second interviews with.

The really hard part, though, is thinking about what company I’d like to work for, and the fact that it’s not in Denver. Everything is really up in the air as to where I’ll be in six months, and that’s rough. Particularly since I just got back home, just got back into kung fu. Now I have to start thinking about leaving again.

I’m trying not to worry about it too much for now. Who knows what companies I’ll be hearing from, or what job offers I might get. But wish me luck, because I definitely need a real job once I’m done with this thesis!

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I’m exhausted, still have interview brain, and just drove home from Laramie. Have a picture of my cat helping with paperwork.